We settled for dimsum and talked a lot. Shaheed is basically already living alone and fending from himself, Bertrand is from a ridiculously rich family and they're both graduated so they've got that part of their life already out of the way. Seems like everyone has their life planned out. Talking to them made me realise so many things from different aspects, probably because they're both already 20 and already went through the awkward emotional stage of an adolescent.
I kind of realised that I'm an asshole when I'm in a relationship when I was talking to them and listening to Shaheed's girlfriend problems. I'm the one that doesn't call back. I'm the one that doesn't make time. I'm the one that's full of myself.
Will I ever change?
Too many thoughts I can't pen down. Gonna go watch a sad fucked up movie now.
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