INNER TURMOIL

I accidentally chanced upon something that I shouldn't have and now I feel like I've violated someone seriously. I feel bad and what I've found out made me feel kind of shitty too. It was about her feelings and experiences with her boyfriend.

Reading it, it made me realise how inexperienced I am? With relationships in general. I never had a real relationship but that doesn't mean I'm too backwards right? I mean yeah most people my age might already have some sort of experience with having a significant other but it's not my fault I just can't find someone. 

Stop making me feel bad damn.