Sunday, December 22, 2013

THE PAST

I came across something that I wrote when I was 12.

I want to live in a loft and have a pool on the roof, I want to own 1000 pairs of shoes, I want a bad boy to please me and buy me everything. I want to drive a range rover. I want to have a blackberry in one hand and Starbucks in the other. I want someone to block out all the shit in my life and let me live in the moment. I want to take amazing photos and travel the world. I want to have a million friends but only a few best friends. I want to be invited to the hottest parties and get free clothes. I want to be me and people look up to me for it.

Oh my 12 year old me, you sure are ambitious. Living in a loft and having a pool on the roof sounds like luxury. Having 1000 pairs of shoes is a dream but would cause a storage problem. What do you know about dating a bad boy? It is a bad decision. Why are you relying on people to buy you everything? You should not rely on anyone. Well the blackberry part is still pretty true but strike Starbucks off the list, I don't drink coffee anymore. Taking amazing photos and travelling the world is now slowly becoming reality and I am so thankful for that. I don't want a million friends but I agree that one should have a few best friends. Being invited to the hottest parties and getting free clothes still sounds pretty awesome.

Wow that last line was really written by me when I was 12? I'm not even mad that I was somewhat mature enough to think that.

It's really fun to find things I've written in the past, I get a glimpse of what I was like. But here, I was a pretty obnoxious child. /laugh


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